Hyun Joong and Hwangbo

I’m so happy that this couple is not gonna leave WGM after all.

Getting Worse

I’m not getting any better. I just feel so sick and tired. I just want to get over my working days. I’m looking forward to my coming 5 days off. When I’m sick, I mess a lot (work, thought etc.). However, when I take a rest without getting my work done, I feel more anxious. Gosh! I really feel terrible today.

Anyway, I’m posting today, (though I’m really in bad shape), because I wanted to share something important.

Last night, Millie and I had a small talk about how I feel. I told her that I’m getting bored and tired of my life. I told her that I feel like I’ve missed a lot of things while I’m growing up. She told me,”Normally, people would go through the child stage to young adult,then, to adult. But in your case, it seems like you haven’t gone through young adulthood.” She told me that the transition that I had was like from being a child/teenager then to adulthood.

I totally agree with her. I didn’t get the chance to enjoy my life being a young adult like going out to party, watching movies with friends, being free to do whatever you want to do and go wherever you want to go. It’s so frustrating that at this age I still don’t have a chum that I could hangout with.

I want to go somewhere far. It has been bothering me a lot. I’ve been seriously thinking of going to Korea or Europe. I wanna have a day where I don’t have to think about work work and work. It’s not that I don’t love my job but we’ve already been here for 2 years and that’s all I do (stay at home, work, shop, computer).

I wanna meet new people for real. I wanna feel how people feel when they try something different.

We Got Married in MBC

I haven’t watched any Korean TV show lately. Though, I remember a video where I first heard the song 아이처럼. I asked JS about it and he told me that it’s a popular reality show in Korea called “We Got Married.” I was browsing in Mysoju earlier when I saw this. I’m telling you, I can’t stop watching one episode after another. By far, this is the best group for me. Among these four couples, Solbi and Andy are my fave but I find Alex and Sinae’s story interesting.

Sick like a dog

This cold is getting worse and my throat is killing me! Washing my hands as frequently as I could, drinking a lot fluids/citrus drinks, and brushing/gargling with mouth wash have been keeping me busy the whole time. I shouldn’t let this virus spread to anyone in my family ‘coz we all work. I think I know where I got it. Inspite of all the precautions I’ve done, I still got this. Probably, my immune system was down when it started crawling up on me. Hahaha It was my last day of work and I was really tired then. I need to get some rest but my body just won’t let me. I wanted to do more stuffs until I’m totally exhausted. By then, I could get a good sleep I guess.

I forgot to mention earlier that I got an email from Won Yong and he’s going back soon in Korea, probably within this week. One of his friends is going to the army. I feel sad for him but I hope he’ll be fine. He’s such a sweet person, and I know for sure, he’d overcome being lonely.

I’m sick but happy

I’m Yours by Jason Mraz  (click here to listen)

When I got home yesterday, I feel my nose itching so bad and my throat so dry. As soon as I got in the house, I just left my bag in my room and had a warm bath. I ate my breakfast as usual and started checking my emails, blogs etc. I was up ’til 10 am ‘coz I went to a mini market in Visalia with my parents. I just slept for 4 hours when we got home then I stayed up all night in front of my computer. Yeah, I haven’t slept yet.

Now, I feel sick. I need to get rid of this asap or else I wouldn’t be able to enjoy my days off.

I’ve chosen “I’m Yours” by Jason Mraz as song for the day. I just feel relaxed when I hear this song and I wanna share it to everyone.

I’m Yours- Lyrics

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I’m tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I’ll be givin it my best test
and nothin’s gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it’s again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won’t hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I’m yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you’re free
look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We’re just one big family
And it’s our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won’t hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i’m sure
there’s no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I’m yours

*scat*

I’ve been spendin’ way too long checkin’ my tongue in the mirror
and bendin’ over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I’d be sayin’ is there ain’t no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it’s what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won’t hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I’m yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you’re free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don’t, please don’t, please don’t,
there’s no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I’m yours

3rd day

I’m dropping by WY’s homepage again and check out his photos and have some sleep afterwards. I’ll work again tonight, then starting tomorrow, I’ll be having my day off. See Y’all!

Nokia N95 8GB vs. iPhone 3G or DSLR cam: To buy or not to buy

Shopping eases my boredom sometimes. I’m not a shopaholic but if you are in my place, I’m pretty sure, you’d also do the same thing. I love gadgets and anything related to advance tech. Now, I can’t decide on what should I buy.

iPhone 3G

When this phone has been released in the market, I really wanna buy it. Yeah, I already have my iPhone but something new would mean more features and better design. However, this new phone doesn’t impress me at all. Yeah there were only slight changes, otherwise, it’s still the same with the old iPhone. So, I had erased it from my list.

Nokia N95 8GB series

My first phone was Nokia. Since I don’t find iPhone 3G appealing anymore, I’ve been searching for phones with better techs (ex. good quality videos, pics, music and wi-fi). These are the 3 basic features that I’m looking for. Apparently, I found it in Nokia N95 8GB. But then again, when I was looking at it, I thought it isn’t worth it. I still have my phone, and if I really want to get good shots, why not just buy a camera?

DSLR camera

One of our doctors in the hospital I’m working in is really good at this (photography). I’m inspired by looking at his works, and so I thought, why not just buy a DSLR? Back in high school, me and my close friends were just joking about this stuff. We were just using this “talent” in making projects and presentations. Now, one of my friends is working in this kind of field and I’ve seen how excellent his works are.

I know I have a lot of things in mind right now but I want to sort them out properly and not rush into a kind of decision that I would regret. It’s like being composed and rational when everything else is in chaos. LOL

Verdict

I’m not gonna buy any of those yet. I’ll wait and see what will happen ‘coz I’m still thinking of going somewhere next year. Haha

An ordinary day

I have 3 mins left to complete this post. LOL

I had a pretty good night. Having 5 patients is not that bad ‘coz they were sleeping like logs. I dropped by Won Yong’s blog. I saw his new photos yesterday but I wasn’t able to leave a comment ‘coz I was really tired last night. When I checked it again this morning, it was hidden again. Anyway, I told him the news about Clay Aiken.

Oops gotta go now. Need to get enough sleep.

Just worried about a friend

Couple of days ago, I was talking with JS about a secret. At that time, we were just text chatting and not talking like we usually do. I just don’t wanna hear how he would react. I needed someone to talk to about it. It just happened that he’s open and we’ve already talked about a lot of things and he has shared his secrets.

Now, I’m worried ‘coz it has already been 2 days and he’s not going online or responding to my message. Okay, I know I have no reason to feel this way or think about it but it really bothers me a lot. Is it because of the secret that I told him or he’s sick? Even before we talked about it, he’s no longer feeling well. He told me it was just a cold. I hope it’s not flu ‘coz he’s alone and he’d basically have to buy stuffs he needs at home.

Okay, I’m concerned ‘coz he’s a FRIEND and I care a lot about my friends no matter where they are. If he hates me for what I told him, I don’t care as long as he’s okay. I feel bad not being able to help him. He’s been a brother to me.

Hey get well soon!

Truly, Madly and Deeply in Love with Music

When I listen to music, I dream and think about a lot of things. I feel like my soul’s going somewhere and it feels so good. Every note goes with the rhythm of my heart, so enchanting. Here’s one of my faves by Micheal Buble - “You Don’t Know Me.”

You Don’t Know Me

by Micheal Buble

(Click link to listen)

You give your hand to me
And then you say hello
And I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
Well, you don’t know me

No, you don’t know the one
Who dreams of you at night
And longs to kiss your lips
And longs to hold you tight
Oh, I’m just a friend
That’s all I’ve ever been
‘Cause you don’t know me

For I never knew
The art of making love
Though my heart aches
With love for you
Afraid and shy
I let my chance go by
A chance that you might
Love me, too

You give your hand to me
And then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
Oh, you’ll never know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don’t know me

For I never knew
The art of making love
Though my heart aches
With love for you
Afraid and shy
I let my chance go by
A chance that you might
Love me, too

You give your hand to me
And then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
Oh, you’ll never know
The one who loves you so
You don’t know me
You’ll never know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don’t know me